my husband- i miss you

i MISS this

yes yes my husband...he is the most amazing man. He deals with me everyday- not the easiest tasks. He is deteremined, he is STUBBORN, he has the LARGEST heart in the world, he is unique and A L L M I N E. HAHA He is a joy, he always pushes me to be better even if I yell back. He may push and push and push so that I do not slow down and when I fall he is always there to help me up and help me refocus and to help me push on. He works his butt off to provide for us so I can finish school. He puts everyone else before himself a good trait and a trait when he is in a combat zone I wish he didn't have, he is my anchor and my rock. His voice calms every sense of me, he can say hello and my worries are completely washed away. He calms me, my stress is gone my life is happy. He smile, his laugh, oh it melts my heart.

When he is away which is 8 months away when he comes home, it breaks my heart. I feel like I am falling in love all over again, like I never kissed him before. We have only been married for two months and sepereated most of it however we have put each other through hell and been through hell and back it feels like however we never stop remembering to love each other regardless. We fight for each other when no one else would and we don't stop. We have a never ending love for each other. He is my guiding light- we are an amazing team. He maybe crazy and he may always be fighting a battle and taking on the world but he does what others wont do, he fights for our family that WE WILL HAVE ONE DAY- hell or high water. He's a fighter but that man has the BIGGEST HEART I have ever seen.

He is my other half and my best friend who has never not been there for me, I may not hear his voice but we have never gone longer then 14 days without hearing the others voice- which when you are in the middle of a combat zone can feel like years and its very very hard to understand that I am lucky if its only 14 days without hearing from him- civilian wives most wouldn't understand that. He fights for his guys and 3 months before deployment is trying to tell me I need to make sure to build good packages- these guys have no idea how much he does for them, I hope they realize this.

He is so brilliant- the man is so so so smart and anything he does or touches turns to gold- i'm hoping I eventually turn into the perfect wife but for somereason I am not there yet hahaha he is amazing and to me can conquer the ENTIRE WORLD himself.

Thank you for loving me and putting up with me. Thank you for being you and always pushing me to be better.

I love him and I miss him more then anyone can imagion. I love you honey. Be safe, work hard and please please please come home soon safely. Oink Oink hug hug kiss kiss

ps- i can't sleep without you hense the 2 am posting...

oh my rachel

this is basically a HUGE I LOVE MY RACHEL BLOG....
to begin we met what two years ago now- roommates both having no idea why they were in utah decided.forced into it, but she is amazing. we knew the same people- allreds who knew- she just ran the marathon of her life - - - which i give her mad props. the most horrible blister on earth - she did it, she has always been a much better runner or just a stronger mind whatever she is amazing. She is leaving, I HATE THAT SHE IS LEAVING. I have always been a worry wart and I am terrified of this trip. HOWEVER its something she needs to do. I was telling my dad about it and he is like is this normal for her- HECK YES IT IS- this woman dad is amazing if she wants something she will get there, she loves it there she finds peace there and she will continue to find her self there! She is the sweetest woman- shes put up with me- I bless the poor girl. I am snappy, rude, sweet, caring, motherly, violent at times- sorry rach for the upper cut but we always come back. She will forever be a friend and someone who I will forever look up to. She is my role model most of the time and can usually be a voice of reason. I miss her uncordinated outfits and voice of an angel- she is amazing and someone I will love forever she is my best friend and will always remain.
She is brilliant and an amazing photographer, she is random and she is someone I have always wanted to be like she pushes me to be better even though for almost a year we have been seperated by miles or kilometers in her case but she is always there. Be safe Rachy- I will worry a ton and we have a trip and pictures to take when you return! love you

the HORRIBLE outcome of the elections

I think that this is a joke. Anyone that is of any type of a Christen should feel the worlds guilt on the shoulders for voting for that man who thinks that putting daisys and being nice to the terrorists will work. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. we are at a freaking war, war is not pretty, war is not nice, WAR IS HORRIBLE WAR IS DEVESTATING- if anyone as been paying any attention to religion sorry folks but the worlds ending and this is a joke. I think that many people didn't realize what was really coming. Most politicians never ever stick to there word so this should be VERY interesting. George Bush- I am a fan of. No he didn't make all of the right decisions and I do feel as though McCain has had to deal with it not Bush. It shouldn't be McCain's fault for something that was not his personal action. Yes he did agree with Bush mostly. However, you may only suffer for your own sins.
I am terrified as being a spouse to someone in the military that this is a joke. We defend this country proudly and I say we because I am planning on going in and my husband is serving in Afghanistan right now. He has had MANY friends hurt and/or killed by these terroriest. I am not saying war is good it is a necessary evil. I also think that many people that have died if he pulls them out to early will have died for almost nothing- why doens't he go to every americans door and individually apologize I am sorry that I pulled our troops out to early and your son or daughter really died for nothing. Are you kidding me.
Can someone please tell me where this man gets his money...try the middle east. No one really knows. I would also like a legit birth certificate and someone start paying attention. He says on his website that he is prolife- I'm sorry but he voted to agree with partial live births. I agree a woman should have there choice but not 6 months down the road.
People think that he will be able to fix and cure this economic crisis that we are in...but if he is going to help with our gas and everyones housing payments...wake up people SOMEONE IS GOING TO HAVE TO PAY. Work your ass off, live within or not below your means. If you can't afford those shoes, or that car or that house DON'T BUY IT...I know its hard to get your mind wrapped around it but get freaking real.
I think everyone should have rights. If you have a partner great- thats your business NOT MINE- however certain things are meant for a man and a woman. If you the plumbing don't work together it doesn't work together. I think that if two twin sisters lived together there whole life they should have a say if something happens to the other. I think however we have POA'S POAHC, there is many way of going about this legally BEFORE HAND, be preventative work your hardest and prevention. Don't try and treat the disease after it has already engulfed your body.
now i am venting...this is crazy crazy crazy.....
i pray that MCCAIN PULLS THROUGH

Life is back to normal!

Shane was home for nearly 25 DAYS! It was amazing...it feels like it was forever, it was no nice to be able to just spend time with him and enjoy each other like a "normal" couple. It was the first time we were ever together on my birthday, we went to dinner with his family. Then just were able to spend time together it was amazing and I Loved EVER second of i t. Its sad that he is gone but it was the best time of my life...i only worked for maybe 8 hours through the whole thing. We went to Bar J Wranglers, good food lots of people. We went to the mall, we went to jackson, we got to do a LOT of boating- it was so fun to just be around and swim and play. His Aunt came home which was nice too. it was a great time of being in love and just being near each other!

COUNTDOWN TIME!!

Shane will be home in 6 days! He flys in on August 20 at 4pm...roughly I really think its 3:48- why they make time like that is beyond me! But just so you know. Even though since I can't figure out how to run this thing and get my friends on here. It is VERY relaxing just being able to type and get my feelins out. Rachy is going to help me figure it out and I believe Michelle and Brian have one or are atleastgetting one! Time to CLEAN THIS HOUSE!

Start it off!

Shane is currently in Japan, he is coming home HOPEFULLY (keep your fingers crossed!) At the end of August for my birthday! I just got finished a week ago with an incredibly LONG family reunion in Florida- to say the least it was good to see everyone. I love most of them! haha kidding. I am currently working at Zumiez (skate shop) and at the Health Department as an intern. Its a lot of work! Finals are coming up in a week and a half as well! This is my first time blogging so we will keep this short since I have NO idea what I am doing!